Monday, April 6, 2009

its all over, i know you feel it, its all over, how can i hold on?


I can see the sun going down

I can see the sun going down
I can see the sun going down
I can see the sun going down

Well I tried to make some
sense of all this
I tried to work it out
I don't know how i got
caught up in the middle
of all this
i just know I got to get the fuck out

Well I tried to change the
channel and move on
I tried to bite my tongue
I don't know how I could
be so fuckin stupid for
so long
I dont know why I had to be the one

This has gotta be some misunderstanding
No, this is not my point of view

It's all over
(When you know it's all over)
I know you feel it
(I know you feel it)
It's all over
(You know it's all over)
How can I hold on?

It's all over
(You know it's all over)
I know you feel it
(I know you feel it)
It's all over
(You know it's all over)
But it's all I do
Ooooh

Well I feel like such a clown this time
Well I feel like giving up
Every single one of my friends
let me down this time
When I was dying, they were living it up

Well I could not control
the wound over stars or
myself
I cannot control the sun
I don't know how I could sleep
in that bed for so long
I don't know why I had to be the one

This has gotta be some misunderstanding
No, this is not my point of view.

It's all over
(When you know it's all over)
I know you feel it
(I know you feel it)
It's all over
(You know it's all over)
How can I hold on?

It's all over
(You know it's all over)
I know you feel it
(I know you feel it)
It's all over
(You know it's all over)
But it's all I do
Ooooh

I can see the sun going down
I can see the sun going down
I can see the sun going down
I can see the sun going down

Well it feels so quiet before the storm
Well it feels just like a dream
I shelter myself in hope
I know why the caged bird sings...

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lately I've just felt like I've been missing something in my life or some one then i talked to my mentor pat... moving on seems really hard but how many opportunities must i let pass before i learn? why was it over? was it because she didn't want to hold me back? is it because she cared about me a lot and didn't want to hurt me? is it like the time when she stopped talking to me because she cut and she didn't want me to hate her? when i told her it hurts more not talking to her than her cutting? why why why? i feel so empty right now so lost so in the fucking dark... the truth is i miss you and if u ever read this i love you a lot and ill never stop I've told you this a thousand times.. every thing seemed so fucking far away but our hearts were close nothing could have stopped me from wanting to be with you... was it because i told you id give up everything to be with you? that i would give up going to Humboldt and college and leaving So Cal like i wanted to just to be with you if you went to college in la? so many questions unanswered, so many memory's gone. so i guess this is the end of it...i miss you and not being able to talk to you hurts the most so here's to forgetting about you in some form or another good bye

one love

one music

one planet

one chance

much love to you all

peace

Father Stoney

"Well I tried to make some sense of all this I tried to work it out I don't know how i got caught up in the middle of all this i just know I got to get the fuck out Well I tried to change the channel and move on I tried to bite my tongue I don't know how I could be so fuckin stupid for so long I dont know why I had to be the one"-SUNDOWN by (hed) P.E.

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