my life...

this song really reminds me of her tho i may not type much about it, it's still extremely relevant.



Yeah I just wanna do you right
Show you all this love and mommy treat you right
Take me from the darkness into the light
I read you like a book Sophia treat me right

I was in the desert I was walking with the dead
I was lost and I found Sophia on the internet
Now it's on cause I'm tired of living with the one-percent
Now it's on cause I'm ready for that ninety-nine percent

I just want to show you love, show you love, show you love
I just want to do you right, do you right, do you right
I just want to show you love, show you love, show you love
I just want to do you right, do you right, do you...Understand

Yeah you where always there for me
Even when, when they lied about my history (this kinda reminds me of what robert would do)
They were met Sophia in the University
High society says that she's too good for me
Listen, you can't keep us apart
Sophia stole my heart
What give you the right to keep us
All up in the dark Devil
She's not your girl she's mine
Geometric so sublime
She's not your girl she's mine
Geometric so sublime

I just want to show you love, show you love, show you love
I just want to do you right, do you right, do you right
I just want to show you love, show you love, show you love
I just want to do you right, do you right, do you...Understand

Come on baby take a walk with me
Down the cold dark center of the mystery
I'll break the code if you turn the key

Come on baby take a walk with me
Come on baby take a walk with me
Come on baby take a walk with me
Come on come on come on

Hahaha yeah!

Yeah I just wanna do you right
Show you all this love and mommy treat you right
Take me from the darkness into the light
I read you like a book Sophia treat me right

Sophia take my hand
Without you I'm half a man
I was blind now I can see
Look Sophia what you done to me
Look Sophia what you given me
I was in bondage now I'm free
Look Sophia what you done to me
I was in bondage now I'm free

I just want to show you love, show you love, show you love (Sophia)
I just want to do you right, do you right, do you right
I just want to show you love, show you love, show you love
I just want to do you right, do you right, do you right

Come on Come on Come on
I need it, I want it, can't live without it

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So me and my girl ashley had a good talk today like it didnt really have any origination we werent fighting or anything we just ended up in a serious conversation, but her phone was dieing and i still had alot more to say so i decided that id just hit the blog up and kinda plaster my feelings on the internet and kinda recap the conversation. So with me and ash for some reason i really feel comfortable talking to her and trying to tell her exactly how i feel. I love the fact that we can be completely honest with each other you know it really just shows that me and her have a shot at a future together. It's crazy because i cant really explain how i feel right now, I've never felt this way in my life. It's because i think i finally found something that i dont think i can fuck up and found something might go right for once. I feel like my life and my heart are heading in the right direction, and its the most amazing feeling in the world. But i still worry its always in the back of my head and she knows it and she see's it. It'd completely shatter my heart if we were over. I'm just scared of the fact that i might fuck something up, or that some one might manipulate her into thinking that I'm a horrible person "Yeah you where always there for me Even when, when they lied about my history". I guess that's kinda what scares me about her talking to Robert. Like me and Robert hate each other but like he's not some one ash can just get rid of. The thing that scares me is the hate he has for me i just don't want to lose her like what if he manipulates her and fucks with her head making me seem like a horrible person. She says it wont happen and that she'll never break up with me but that what if still sits there. I think its just weird for me because i can cut almost anyone in my life out of it with out a regret. I know me and Ashley have only been together for a month and two weeks but its strange how much we connect and how similar we are. At first i used to have this thought in my mind that i couldn't shake that kept asking me what if ash was just a tool that Robert's using to break my heart, fuck with my head, and torture me. The thoughts still in the back of my head but its slowly fading away. I know she'd never do that to me but that what if is always there. I think I'd be ways easier to put behind me if she lived in cali near me or with me. Is there something in my head that just wont allow me to be happy? My insecurities could eat me alive. Anyways.... then we started talking about drinking and drugs and how i promised myself i wouldn't do any hard drugs or anything because i didn't want to end up like my uncle or be compared to my uncle, and she was telling me about how she had hated what she had become. So i said something that id never really thought I'd say, nor volunteer to do just to make sure she's happy and she's comfortable. And to also make sure that she doesn't have to worry about me getting arrested or getting some bad stuff. I just want to do everything i can to make sure she's happy, comfortable, and not worried. Like i love her with all my heart, she's my everything. Then she told me that she wanted to quit smoking for me that she wants to make sure that we'd be able to live a long life together and not have to worry about lung cancer to much, and have to worry about other serious health issues much. It really made my day to hear that she would drop cigarettes so she can spend more time with me in the long run. It's crazy she's the first girl that's actually good for me the one that keeps me on the straight path that I'd actually listen to. I'm so in love with her its insane. Then she tells me she's lucky because she's only heard of guys like me caring sweet sensitive... but has never met one that was straight until she met me. Even though we've only been together for a month and a half i just have a feeling that she could be the one. we have so much in common we read each other well, we think alike, we're practically the same person yet at the same time we're complete opposites. She knows how to talk to me when I'm pissed or sad and knows how to cheer me up in less than like five minutes. We understand each other and understand what each other has been through and know how it's effected us. I think this maybe true love. If I'm dreaming never wake me up this is what i want. So i guess this is all i got for right now.

one love

one music

one planet

one chance

much love to you all

peace

Father Stoney a/k/a Aubs

ASHLEY MARIE PEARCE

lyrics
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baby baby
this is lil Tweety
and i wanna confess a feelin' this dedication's goin' out to my girl

all i ever wanted was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do
all i ever needed was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do

promise me once again baby girl this ones for you
and its comin' from my heart every day i stay true
so we'll never be apart
your all i need
you and me
me and you

cause there's no one in this world that could love me the the way you do
see they don't understand what you've been through.

but i promise you this i would never leave beside
every kiss its like this makin' sparks like the fourth of July
see the truth is i never met some one like you
and do the things you do
and make me say the things i say
every day i wake up happier then ever
we never felt like this so baby girl take this kiss

all i ever wanted was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do
all i ever needed was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do

and i hope you feel this in every kiss that i give
now hush little lady
don't rush things baby
cause it never caught my good so lets take this one slow
cause love like this should always be right
every night i hold you tight
don't argue no fight
ever since i laid eyes on you
baby girl you make me recognize what love is about
i could see it in your eyes that you're tired of bein' alone

baby girl we'll promise to always be honest baby girl you got it till death do us part you will stay in my heart always and forever
we will always stay together
its true so don't cry no more
cause I'm meant to make it better for you

all i ever wanted was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do
all i ever needed was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do

now its time for me to go cause I'm coming home to you
and i just wanna say i love you
and thanks for bein' there true
i will always have your back
i would never cheat on you so don't worry bout that
cause my heart is where your at
no matter how far i will always to the one that shows me love
she's the one I'm thinkin' of
everyday and every night
and you know who you are baby girl lets make this right

your my star in the sky
my light in my life
the apple in my eye
baby girl its no like
i will always try no matter how bad the situation is cause I've had love like this

all i ever wanted was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do
all i ever needed was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do

all i ever wanted was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do
all i ever needed was somebody like you some one to love me and treat me the way that you do
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So this song basically describes how i feel about Ashley Marie Pearce. She's absolutely amazing and i really cant imagine myself with anyone else. There's not a day that goes by that i don't think about her and not an hour that goes by where shes not on my mind. I haven't felt this way about a woman in my life, shes my heart my soul and my life. Its crazy how much we're the same yet at the same time we're complete opposites. We complete each others sentences, say the same thing at the same time, and kinda operate on the same wave length. Some times i think she knows me better than myself. She loves me for who i am and calls me out on my bullshit because for some reason she's the only one that can see right through me. She's honestly one of the few if not the only person that understands me and gets me. And she's actually the only woman I've ever got into a argument with some one over because they were flirting with my girlfriend. She's got eyes that are comparable to the sunrise. And despite what she thinks I think she's beautiful with or without make up. LOL I don't know if she know it or not, but I like my women looking "dead" for those who don't know looking "dead"'s basically just not wearing make up. It's crazy her laugh drives me crazy insane and so does her accent. I'm in love with the girl and I love everything about her. And she's actually good for me. Like Imma try to quit smoking with her. She keeps me inline and I know for sure she's gonna try to keep me outta jail. Because she hates when i do stupid stuff, or even think about doing stupid stuff for that matter. Is there really a such thing as a soul mate? I'm starting to think there is such thing. I mean every thing just feels perfect. I feel comfortable telling her everything and I actually tell her what I'm feeling with all honesty, and we talk about it and work it out it feels so good to be able to do that and be completely honest and just to know that some one actually cares enough to sit there with me and actually make sure we have a fighting chance for an actual future together. She's the only woman I wanna talk to and flirt with and be with. Is it a bad thing if she's also the only girlfriend I've ever actually told any one in my family about? Like I think this really is one of the first times if not the first time that I have a girlfriend that really cares about how I feel and cares about how she effects me. In fact a couple of them might read this and disagree, but she's the only one that I feel shows and openly cares about it. I'm in love with Ashley Marie Pearce. I'm writing this after being off the phone with her for less than about 2 hours and I already miss her. Even when I'm talking to her through text or instant message I still miss her. But when I hear her voice it does something to me. It might seem crazy but it settles me when i hear her voice, because I know that everything in my life is o.k. as long as I have her. And it seems that the only time I'm not bored is when I'm talking to her on the phone. I really wasn't expecting to write this much but she just means everything to me, she's always running through my mind. She stole my heart and I stole hers. I think Imma let her keep it. I mean I know its in safe hands and she knows hers is safe with me. I'm hella happy. I've finally found a girl worth fighting for and I've finally finished writing a song that happened to be for her. She's my everything, She's every thing I've ever wanted and needed. I wouldn't trade her or give her up for the world. And nothings gonna stop me from loving her. She's my drug and I'm her addict. Nothing is going to come between her. Ashley I want you to read this part more than anything else in this blog, I want you to quote this and I want you to never forget these words. I WILL NEVER CHEAT ON YOU. I WILL NEVER HURT YOU. AND EVEN IF WE ARE NOT TOGETHER YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE. She's my best friend and my girlfriend. I'd give my life just to save hers. I never want us to stop, I never wanna be with out her, and I always want her to be mine. I've got so much more to say, but i really need to wrap this up. Call me obsessed, call me crazy, call me a fool, call me what ever you want. But I'm in love and I'm happier than I've ever been. So anything negative you have to say about me doesn't really matter to me anymore.

Ashley Marie Pearce I Love you with all my heart

Love you for ever,
Aubrey James Lee

one love

one music

one planet

one chance

much love to you all

peace

Father Stoney a/k/a Aubs

P.S.

You've got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue
I'm not done
You've got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there
Man I swear
You've got porcelain skin of course you're a ten
And now you even got your own song
But movin' on
you've got the cutest laugh I ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word
And I would still cherish every moment
And when I start to build my future you're the main component
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere I go I keep your picture in my wallet like here

I changed cupids choke holds lyrics around to describe a little more how I feel baby. I LOVE YOU