Thursday, April 16, 2009

why is it that music always makes me think?

kid cudi- day n nite


Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh...

Day 'N' Nite.
(what, what)
I toss and turn, I keep stressin' my mind, mind.
(what, what)
I look for peace, but see I don't attain.
(what, what)
What I need for keeps this silly game we play. Play.

Now look at this.
(what, what)
Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me.
(what, what)
I try to run but see I'm not that fast.
(what, what)
I think I'm first but surely finish last.
Last.


[Chorus]
Cuz Day 'N' Nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He's all alone through the day 'n' nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite.
(at, at, at nite)

Day 'N' Nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He's all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite.
(at, at, at nite)


Hold the phone.
(what, what)
The lonely stoner, Mr. Solo Doe Low.
(what, what)
He's on the move, can't seem to shake the shade.
(what, what)
Within his dreams he see's the life he made.
Made.

The pain is deep.
(what, what)
A slient sleeper you won't hear a peep, peep.
(what, what)
The girl he wants don't seem to want him too.
(what, what)
It seems the feelings that she had are through.
Through.


[Chorus]
Cuz Day 'N' Nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He's all alone through the day 'n' nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite. (at, at, at nite)

Day 'N' Nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He's all alone, some things will never change. (yeah)
The lonely loner seems to free his
(yeah) mind at nite.
(at, at,(yeah) at nite)


Slow Mo.
(what, what)
When the tempo slows up and creates that new, new.
(what, what)
He seems alive though he is feelin' blue.
(what, what)
The sun is shinin', man he's super cool.
Cool.

The lonely nites.
(what, what)
They fade away, he slips into his white Nik's. (what, what)
He smokes a clip and then he's on the way.
(what, what)

To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,


[Chorus}
Day 'N' Nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He's all alone through the day 'n' nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite.
(at, at, at nite)

Day 'N' Nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He's all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite.
(at, at, at nite)





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how to start how to start... well i got what i thought would be hella good news today but you know some how i started thinking. some how i believe thinking will be my ultimate demise... theres this idk hole in my life where some one should be but i feel i know who it is that fills it but i feel she's kinda left me in my time of need :\ yet some how im like a heroin addict and shes heroin i just cant stop thinkin about her... i've tried to move on and for a little bit you know i thought i had but then i snapped back. now she's back yet i'm with some one else and im at the same road as i was with vision. do i pass up a different adventure or wait to continue one that adventure that used to be. questions have been answered but not the one in particular that im looking for she says she still loves me she says we still have a chance but just not yet? she says she cant be in a relationship right now... what's that really mean? "
I try to run but see I'm not that fast.(what, what)I think I'm first but surely finish last." i was so happy to hear i had a chance i could hardly breath... but then i started listenin to some music and i started thinking... do i want to try to see if we can continue on this old adventure or do i want to continue on this current adventure? in some aspects heart break seems inevitable. so what the fuck do i do do i pass up another adventure like i have just to possibly continue on this old aventure? whys it have to be so hard? why do i get tested like this? is this the rest of my life wishing for what might never be and passing up wat could be? i guess im destined for another sleepless night of thinking and self reflection, self awareness, and thoughts of wat i want for my future. guess the balls in my court what to do what to do :\

"Cuz Day 'N' Nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He's all alone through the day 'n' nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite.
"

one love

one music

one planet

one chance

much love to you all

peace

Father Stoney


2 comments:

  1. hmm well aubs,
    the definition of insanity is doing something over and over again, although you know what the outcome will be.
    just use your head hun i just hate to see you hurt like this. but if you truly believe you can work it out. and be happy with her.
    then i say go for it. just look out for yourself.
    i love ya kid.
    keep your head up
    ~jess

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  2. Things happen for a reason. Don't stay up all night trying to figure life out, you never will. You can't change how she feels.. she has to figure it out for herself. If she truly wants to be with you, you can let her go and she'll find her way back to you..
    Although most of the time things don't work out that way. A Murphy's Law kind of thing but.. keep your head up, Aubs, you know I'm here for you whenever, you can message me anytime on Facebook or MSN.
    You know you're loved when someone from Canadia cares about you. lol.

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